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After graduated with my beauty degree, I’m really hoping to have a happy and successful life. I want to be a successful woman by opening my own clinics and beauty centers and earning an enormous amount of money. I’m earning money not only for myself but my parents. My parents had spent their money to pay my expenses such as schools, tuition and college. As a daughter, it’s a must for me to pay back my parents. I’m also hoping to find a good and loyal husband in the future. I want my partner to be handsome, warm-hearted, smart, intelligent, and rich and most importantly have a great responsibility for my future family. Aside from being success, I want to be one of the happiest women in the world. With my money, I would enjoy my life by spend them for pampering myself with beauty treatments, shopping good brands of fashion, having dinner in luxurious and elite restaurants and night out with my fellow friends. But I will never forget to donate a sufficient amount of money for charity purposes such as orphanage, disaster victims and Red Cross society. One of my wish in whole world is that I will live in longer age and discover changes in the planet. It will make me extremely joyful. My family is everything to me. When I become a rich and successful lady in the future, I want to take chance with my family to travel around the world and discover beauty and wonders of the world. I wish that we could travel with my private transportations such as yacht and plane. While travelling, I could meet many friends around the world, telling stories about their country and laughing together as a friend. Friends are one of the factors of happiness because friends are there when you’re in difficulty and happiness. Sadly after years passed, what I’m experiencing right now is a far away truth that I’m expected. That’s right, something’s went wrong and I felt very terrible with my current life. The truth is I got married with a rich husband with his heart made of rock. We fight and argue almost every day. There’s never a single day that we never mad to each other. One day, he ever brutally attacked me with a large steel belt which caused me a permanent pain at my ribs. When I tried to stand and sit, it feels like being poked by a large and sharp needle. Since I’m very stressful about my current life, I’m depending on drugs and alcohol which could make my mind away from my husband’s behavior towards me. I spent all of my money to buy those things and going to nightclub. When I reached home, his behavior got even worse. He immediately thought of preparing divorce documents for our marriage. And yes, we both signed those weeks later. After the divorce, I’m completely broke. I don’t have any single cent from my pocket and I lost my loved ones. I kept on crying and whining every single time and I just realized that I’m questioning myself about happiness. What is happiness? What can I do to keep myself happy? How did happiness come? Money can’t buy my happiness and it can’t be measured. To be happy, I must be cheerful and enjoy even life goes up and down. Friends and family could make me happy. Not only they are people that go out with me but they will help our situation and entertain us. God is my top reason that made me happy because I could explain my problems and hoping that God will give me patience and strength to handle it all.
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